Figments and Company

So anyways, I always try to write poetry when I can, and well I'm going to try at it more now.  Although I can already write structured poems, and I really want to learn how to write unstructured poems.  So now, I'm going to work at it.  This one will be bad, I wrote it quickly, and at the moment I stink at unstructured poems, I'll get better...I promise.

You

You are a thought

A slowly dying glimpse 

Of what could never be

And in the end, I will realize

You were never there

I will stand alone

Stand aghast

Staring at where you weren't

A fading cheshire cat grin

Imprinted in my mind

It isn't easy (it never was)

To believe in something

Not real

Like finding out who santa wasn't

(But then I still got gifts)

In the end I will be

Lost. Wandering.  

With all these counterfeit thoughts

Riddled in my head

You are one of them

You are gone

It is gone